So, Pat and I went exploring in the forest this morning and we reached the end where there was sewer water (we found a condom there lol). So we chilled at the playground after and ate ice cream (and saw a couple making out). Anyway, it was a really lovely morning; the exploring, the photo capturing with my polaroid, and the 2-hour talk about our dreams.
i said “what time is he going home?”
:(( slip of the tongue
this is not his home
that was so awkward
that was like the first time i said that
stupid fucking college requirements
stupid fucking forever slow cashier
stupid fucking family drama
why the fuck should i even care anymore
let me just laugh it off
this place isn’t a fucking home
i have finally found the interest to do fun things again
yay
here’s to my lonely guitar and piano
and here’s to learning new choreo at midnight
had a wonderful sleepover with my friend
all night, we talked about ourselves and people who we know are like us
it’s nice to be able to talk to someone who can relate~
it was a good night
had a freakin internal anxiety attack of some sort
i had to call my sister to calm
ugh
So in my senior elective, which is International Studies (I wanted Accountancy but no they transferred me, meh), we’re going to hold an imitation of a high level meeting on the Arms Trade Treaty and us students are going to represent one country each. We seriously have to act like a representative of that country, with the beliefs and personality and all.
So we drew lots and I got Australia (crikey). So yeah, I have to be the chair of the meeting but then of course we’re all working together. And in the end, we have to come up with a solid agreement that would reflect, if we can, each country’s suggestions. This is our final exam. o_o
Kinda nervous about it, but I’m more excited. I hope we do well~
